《Gaming Addict Back Then》

Five years ago at today, I achieved a desirable rank that i strived so much for in a game namely SuddenAttack Sea by the wonderful GameHi (Server closed since 30/9/2015). Back then, I was a game addict who could possibly spend over 10 hours in a game daily. I have played most of the popular computer and mobile games following the trend of the friends of my surrounding and technologies. I did enjoy and created so much of memories within the 'gaming world'. I always tried to be the top players of all of the games I played. I fell deep into the thoughts of '要玩就玩到最强' and there goes the spending of all the time and money.

However, there comes a day when I finally realise that gaming does not bring me anywhere if i were to play the games that way. On 2015, I decided to uninstall all the games in my computer and phone so that I could quit thoroughly, which I have told myself to and tried but to no avail several times previously. I had succeeded this time. I managed to pull myself out of the so called 'gaming world'. Yes I did still play games occasionally to chill myself out but I ain't a game addict anymore! Being an ordinary gamer brought me closer to my friends and families, and of course to myself. I am more willing to talk and spot the interesting parts of life.

The purpose of me sharing this is to point out that no matter what happens there must be a reason behind. I was confused and anxious why I was living my life so differently and struggling so much to even make real-life friends when I was a game addict back then. It was then that I realized I always hid myself away through gaming when things happen to me and cheating myself that problems will be solved by themselves. Though I'm not making any inference hereby that being a game addict is no good because it depends so much on personals, but i sincerely hope that people who are experiencing what i experienced before would find their way out the easier ways through my sharing.

All credits to those who finished reading this long status and also THANKS so much to the gaming friends that accompany me along the way. Cheers